It's started when the first day of schl 2010.I just can't forget when we talks about Twilight were like so exited eclipse coming out.It turns great day and day were like best pal and nadia , aqilah and me always sticks together were like siblings.Thing started to change after we were being apart by different classes and our schl kind a moved out to new schl and we were like so happy cause were in the same clss again and someone likes her and tht person was someone that i fall in love.After that nadia move to Pulau Pinang that makes us sadder i just couldn't forget what she said to us.
Thing started to change when this ZUL guy kept posting love quotes at his facebook status and it is this :
love hurts me again
love makes me cry again
love leaves me,
telling me to forget all the loved memories
my heart cannot be repaired, it hurts so much
love makes me cry again
love leaves me,
telling me to forget all the loved memories
my heart cannot be repaired, it hurts so much
That's hurting aqilah so much and i know it's not for me but it's for aqilah i said to her Terimalah Dia sebagai boyfriend kau but she doesn't want i'm not forcing her to love.
Now she's unhappyl.You guys mybe won't believe me but his boyfriend died on 1 Febuari 2011 he had ilness and that is brain cancer it's hard for her.Why does this happened to her not me.I don't want her to be sad the only thing i want is her to be happy forever i don't want her to gave up on her life i don't want anything to hurt her cause i love her so much although were just friends.I don't want her to risk her life by crying everyday.I regret everything that i'd ever said to her that made her so mad.She doesn't deserve this and i doubt that i really deserved this.I rather have brain cancer but not her boyfriend , cause i know somehow his boyfriend can cheer her up.But please Aqilah don't do stupid thing to be with him although you love him so much.And somehow i know he wants you to be happy..
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