Bleeding Love

  

Sometimes i think love is cruel but people said love is the most powerful things in the world.Someone hurt my heart which makes a huge hole in my heart i wish not to fall in love again but why am i falling in love again? I'm confused with my life.He hurt my heart i can't fall in love again with this condition.But someday i will find the right guy for me ;)

Today was fun.I didn't laugh so much cause i was in bad mood.Mathematics are hard and we called out math teacher Cikgu Bulat cause she likes to circle everything at our book that  is so awkward actually.Eheheh , Science is so AWEHHSOMEEE! Cik Koon is so sporting i love her ! PJK was great i spent most of my time singing and jumping into trees and trees that what we called Arctic Monkeys , ech :P

                          xoxo <3

Now The World Is Quiet

I couldn't forget about him i still in love with him , but why ? is it because i still love him ? i can't do this in everyday of my life its just one thing is to see him talk with him or laugh with him.I just can't i tried but i  just can't forget loving him.That's right when you love someone set it free.How can i set free about my feeling for him its just complicated.I want to forget him and continue my life without thinking about him.But the only thing i know about us is Were Just Friends i hope that will be forever.I wish to see him someday and continue our last long friendship i hope it will be forever.Amin (:

                                                      xoxo <3

About Aqilah

It's started when the first day of schl 2010.I just can't forget when we talks about Twilight were like so exited eclipse coming out.It turns great day and day were like best pal and nadia , aqilah and me always sticks together were like siblings.Thing started to change after we were being apart by different classes and our schl kind a moved out to new schl and we were like so happy cause were in the same clss again and someone likes her and tht person was someone that i fall in love.After that nadia move to Pulau Pinang that makes us sadder i just couldn't forget what she said to us.


Thing started to change when this ZUL guy kept posting love quotes at his facebook status and it is this :

love hurts me again
love makes me cry again
love leaves me,
telling me to forget all the loved memories
my heart cannot be repaired, it hurts so much

That's hurting aqilah so much and i know it's not for me but it's for aqilah i said to her Terimalah Dia sebagai boyfriend kau but she doesn't want i'm not forcing her to love.

Now she's unhappyl.You guys mybe won't believe me but his boyfriend died on 1 Febuari 2011 he had ilness and that is brain cancer it's hard for her.Why does this happened to her not me.I don't want her to be sad the only thing i want is her to be happy forever i don't want her to gave up on her life i don't want anything to hurt her cause i love her so much although were just friends.I don't want her to risk her life by crying everyday.I regret everything that i'd ever said to her that made her so mad.She doesn't deserve this and i doubt that i really deserved this.I rather have brain cancer but not her boyfriend , cause i know somehow his boyfriend can cheer her up.But please Aqilah don't do stupid thing to be with him although you love him so much.And somehow i know he wants you to be happy..

Lights Off

 

Gawh! I've haven't posted anything since the last day i opened this thingy.Anyways schools is just the same.Homeworks alot.12:25 i don't know what to post about EKEKEKEKEKEKE :DD

                                 xoxo <3

I Will Jump Of A Cliff For You

 

                      

I miss you so much.Everytime i saw your bus and everytime i searched for you but i still don't see you.It hurts by forgetting you but i tried to stop loving you but i just can't , i do not know why.I tried it just can't.I miss him a lot in a few of boys i fall for i never missed them so badly but he's diffrent.I think i expect to much from him.Anyway i really wanna see you someday.

                                                      xoxo <3

School And Sick Kids

Tomorrow is the first day of school again.Haish , more homeworks , more books.I hope that school isn't that bad hah.I wish to see him but guess again i can't he goes to Saas and i goes to Jalan Bukit its like far away and i'm not going tuition with him anymore i'm going to my neighbor's class tuition.Please i don't want to go to my neighbor's.ALLAH please i'm begging you please do some miracle for it.I just wanted to see him every day of my life that's only the medicine for me.Just please he is for aqilah not for me.

                Wish me luck for first day of schl xoxo <3