One day when my first time at my tuition class.That day i met him my heart was beating so fast.Then i went home i realised something i fell in love with him i think about it all night.He becamed my best pal although he didn't know i liked him a lot.One day i told my friend that i loved him.While she was at Primary School but were not the same school she was talking with him and other friends they're are playing 'Congkak' she talk about me to him what do i like and dislike.When she was talking with him she accidently said that i loved him.He knew it for quiet a long time but she didn't tell me about it.After a months passing through i started to realised that he started to paying attention at my friend.But she didn't realised it each and everyday he always wanna talk about my friend and everyone in school thought that they were in love with each other but thy wouldn't admit it.One day it was 24-11-2010.He buzz me on Facebook.So he started to say about my friend.I ask him a question 'Kau suka kat sape ?'He told me i was my bestfriend i ask him again all of my friends is my bestfriends and he told me you were close with them and started to said 'Nadia , Aqilah ?' he said Yes.I ask him again 'Kau suka kat Aqilah kan ?'and then he said 'Ketara sangat ke yang aku suka kat dia'.I started crying and the he ask me a question 'Syafiqah kau suka kat aku kan ?' i was beng quiet for awhile and he ask me again 'Syafiqah jawab soalan aku'i was crying so badly and finally i said 'Yes' he said sorry because he can't love me.I said it's okay it's not your fault.Until then i was being silent infront of hime and when he IM me.I'm not ignoring him i just can't control my feelings it's like a someone punch my at my heart and i can't fall in love again.But he did said one word that was meaningful to me he said 'Kita boleh jadi kawan lagi kan ? then i said of course we will still be friends although he doesn't know it hurts a lot.
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